Dearest Kong Kong,
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone the words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok. I Miss You. ♥ My grandfather was a good man. He's more than a father to me, he's the wise vintage boy that I look up to all my life, he's sickness, cancer was the killer joy. But as much as I know his gone, I still know he's here because I still think he's sleeping in his bed, and living like he was.. and I still tell him before I leave the house so he won't be worried... I never really shared my problems with him because I didn't want to worry him. But he was there when I needed him, always...
I remember those times when I was in Primary school, I use to ask him to write a letter to my teacher saying that I didn't attend school cause of so and so... Just a little white lie, we share Teehee :) I miss him dearly. I still wonder if he's really gone... The Last night I spent with him, he was delirious and at two point of times, he actually recognized me and he held my hand and said "I love you"... It hurts to see him suffer before he died, but I know till a point it was so painful, God took him away, like he took his miseries away. I am not angry at God for taking my dearly beloved Kong Kong, but at least he put out his misery... But I still can't believe his gone... It just feels so wrong... But I know, His gone to somewhere in which words just can't describe, Heaven ♥
PS. I Love You Kong Kong, Forever and Always...
Love,
Avriel, Mei.