i was so fucking hungry just now

& now i'm so fucking full

school is going well.
so far i've been going okay.

not reached the mental level yet.

though i WANT to go to the mental hospital

and nobody wants me to go.

i am so fucking scared; only some knows why..

(it's about this sunday)

i'm so fucking scared that i'd go mad.

Fucking shit; fucking life that's so making me

fucking annoyed.

i am and i WANT to go for the youth mass thingy this

saturday and i want to go out before and go shopping

the day before i freakout and go mad.

I want to get or rather i MUST buy someting.

expensive or cheap as long as i get something.

at least i get to spent my money.

at least i dont have to think about sunday.

I don't need a boyfriend to keep me happy.

Friends are the best. They know you,

cause they know that they dont have to

love you like ur boyfriend loves you.

They know you can keep their secrets

and they know you love them like

avriel loves lucy. a love that will never

go away cause lucy will keep her company
when she really got no help.

Avriel says: "DONT BE A SLUT!"

if you are one that she wil not love you.