The Doctor said my grandfather has six more months to live. I have about six more months before I graduate, I don't know how am I suppose to cope. I can try to be strong and do everything for my dearest grandfather but sometimes I know, I will break down, because I am human. I hope for the best for my grandfather, I will try to be with him every minute of my time, given the time...
I would love to know that we can live forever but however, I know that is only in eternal life in heaven, life is so cruel yet it can be so beautiful. Why is everything so contradicting? Why must we ask why all the damn time? Sigh. Reasons why I can get lost in my book for hours, because it is a good book that moves me and that I can be lost in a world from reality... I can forget a while, like drugs, It only last you awhile and then you're hooked.. At least I'm not hurting my body...
xoxo;
Avriel