Hello!

I am going insane.

haha.

Anyways, I just had a reminicent of the past.

& it hurts so much.

These days, I think i really am better off dead.

Sorry Felisa I know you'll go depressed.

Than thats a reason why I don't think I should be dead.

& I made a promise to CAMARADERIE.

that i'll be there for them forever.

But really, sometimes I'm better off dead.

FUCK LIFE, THE WORD IS FUCKING SCREWED.

& I have the craving to smoke again.

I can't stand it.

I just need to.

But for friends, I shouldn't.

See FRIENDS saves me from sin.

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL MY FRIENDS.