Alde and I had a talk, and it was the first time he talked to me. like serious brother-sister talk. I'm blessed to have a brother like him, though, sometimes he may disturb me & I may irritate him like fuck. HAHA. reasons why is caused I just want to talk to someone, at home or at least someone who understands me, Adults, never understand kids. They always say they know how we are going through, but actual fact, it's not the same as their times. it different. totally different. like hello!?! Welcome to the twenty-first century. where everything can suck balls. Anyways Alde talked to me about relationships and stuff that actually makes sense. Anyways my current situation now is that I am not going to entertain anymore fuck talks. It just gets on my nerve and I don't want hate, I want to be happy. So I'll pretend that everything is alright, though hurt and pain will just keep on building inside, haha that's what I do, Cancers, their all like that. but I don't think I'll give a fuck anymore. Studies, Friends and family are my top priorities now. If you want to be my friend, that I'm lucky to have good friends, if you don't want to be my friend, it's alright, you can just fuck off, I don't bother you, you don't bother me. Both parties win, fair and square, easy peasy.