I'm sad, bitter and truly hopless.

Honstly feel fucking hopeless.

My friends dont come to me and

seek help anymore cause said that

i'm having my own problems and dont

want to like talk. so anyways, fuck my problems.

TALK to me if you need help or seek help

from me, i will do my best to help you all.

Seriously, just come to me and talk.

i didnt even know i'd cry when you didn't

tell me, as i said i feel fucking hopeless and

truly bitter now. i dont want to be Self-centered Avriel.

I want to help people like how Jesus helped people.

Today in school a band came to our school and

they played some songs. nice, great songs.

and they sang 'one way Jesus' and 'Hosanna'

and somehow for the first time in my life i was

enjoying singing it and jumping up and down thing.

heh the feeling was so nice, with all my friends

surronding me and singing along,

it was a really AWESOME day and i

really enjoyed it, LOVED IT.