Gong Xi Fai Cai!

First day of the lunar new year..

So far i only go to 2 house and i got a headache!

Grandmother cooked Pranakan food(:

Simply delicious! & Felisa was suppose to come! but couldn't.

so if im not going out tmr, than she's gonna come over! i think! Rawh.

Anyways 2 things struck me these days.

first was yesterday, i took bus 3 home with Alde.

& than a boy & a girl & their mum came and sat opposite me

& that scene just reminded me of how Alde, my mum & i use to be.

times past fast, people actually dont change,

they just move on & some forgets the past,

some just cant forget it. even how hard they try, they just couldn't!

Hmph. i miss the past though it ruined my childhood.

The second thing that struck me was how my granduncle,

he had a fall & he cant really see or hear properly

& he's week cause he's sitting on the wheel chair.

When we had to leave, he cried. which is so sad

that i almost cried but i bit my lips to avoid crying.

than i asked my mum why he cried & she said he was

happy to see us but at the same time sad to see

us go & said that he feels like he's dying.

that made me almost cry too.

cause to see someone you know or dont even know,

going to die/die it's just so heartbreaking.

so treasure life; enjoy it while it last