Life is not sweet

I love life but hate it at the same time.

I don't want to stay with my dad,

I don't want to stay with my mum,

where the hell am I suppose to go to than?

I only have friends who understands me,

my mum doesn't belive me,

my dad has another wife,

he claimes he love her,
I just envy those who have
a mum and dad who loves each other

and a religon or faith which is one that i can follow

not two and making me confuse.

I miss my old mum
I miss my childhood life

I just can't wait to grow older and get out.