Skate-Read-Art-Ballet

I Think so (:

2011-11-09T17:21:00.000-08:00

I don’t know but

I think I maybe

Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly

Maybe I should

Keep this to myself

Waiting ’til I

Know you better

I am trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

and now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here

And you hold my hand

Pull me towards you

And we start to dance

All around us

I see nobody

Here in silence

It’s just you and me

I’m trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

and now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it

My heart is racing

The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

and now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it

I want you all around me

And now I just can’t hide it

I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

A few seconds later...

2011-10-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when your having your fucked up moment, and you can't think straight or do things like you usually do and people judge you like your in the wrong. You just feel like you're better off dead. Like they give a shit.

What's the point for trying to do all things right when you screw them up and you feel useless and faithless and you ended up getting wasted. Trying to get the pain away just So it will come right back and bite you. It feels like your trapped and your strings are pulled so tight, you can't move, You scream and you cry deep down inside you want to die, and yet no one seems to understand.

What's the point of smiling just to put a good show for the world to see like your alright. Just so they wont ask you stupid questions and make you want to cry because they remind you even before you start to breath.

I just don't understand why life is full of miseries. I know there are a billion more out there the same as me or much worse but even me, a misery can't help a fellow misery, cause i'm not strong enough to get on my own two feet.

I wish I have Miracle powers to heal the world and stop their pain and sufferings. They say that if you pray to God, and if it is his will he'll answer it. Please pray for me, so I may be a healer. I'll heal the whole world before I heal myself because Jesus Saved the whole world from sin.

In Loving Memory Of Peter Tan ♥

2011-08-22T14:30:00.000-07:00

Dearest Kong Kong,

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone the words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok. I Miss You. ♥ My grandfather was a good man. He's more than a father to me, he's the wise vintage boy that I look up to all my life, he's sickness, cancer was the killer joy. But as much as I know his gone, I still know he's here because I still think he's sleeping in his bed, and living like he was.. and I still tell him before I leave the house so he won't be worried... I never really shared my problems with him because I didn't want to worry him. But he was there when I needed him, always...

I remember those times when I was in Primary school, I use to ask him to write a letter to my teacher saying that I didn't attend school cause of so and so... Just a little white lie, we share Teehee :) I miss him dearly. I still wonder if he's really gone... The Last night I spent with him, he was delirious and at two point of times, he actually recognized me and he held my hand and said "I love you"... It hurts to see him suffer before he died, but I know till a point it was so painful, God took him away, like he took his miseries away. I am not angry at God for taking my dearly beloved Kong Kong, but at least he put out his misery... But I still can't believe his gone... It just feels so wrong... But I know, His gone to somewhere in which words just can't describe, Heaven ♥

PS. I Love You Kong Kong, Forever and Always...

Love,

Avriel, Mei.

Cheer Up!

2011-08-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I was I had powers, sometimes I wish I could help people. But I'm no heroine, I'm not superman. But it's not superman's power that I want, I want the power to lift everyone's pain, everyone's misery. But no, I'm no super girl. To all my besties out there, Felisa, Liselotte, Amanda, Abigail, Robin and more... Cheer up and don't give up :) I loveeeeee you'll! Except Robin.. haha!

P.S. I NEED TO SUNTAN AND SWIM IN THE SEA. WHO WANTS TO BRING ME :)

A little song to cheer you up :) Here's Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Just cut me some slack

2011-07-25T09:54:00.001-07:00

SERIOUSLY.

Grandfathers are just antique little boys

2011-07-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

The Doctor said my grandfather has six more months to live. I have about six more months before I graduate, I don't know how am I suppose to cope. I can try to be strong and do everything for my dearest grandfather but sometimes I know, I will break down, because I am human. I hope for the best for my grandfather, I will try to be with him every minute of my time, given the time...

I would love to know that we can live forever but however, I know that is only in eternal life in heaven, life is so cruel yet it can be so beautiful. Why is everything so contradicting? Why must we ask why all the damn time? Sigh. Reasons why I can get lost in my book for hours, because it is a good book that moves me and that I can be lost in a world from reality... I can forget a while, like drugs, It only last you awhile and then you're hooked.. At least I'm not hurting my body...

xoxo;

Avriel

Home-Bitter-Sweet-Home

2011-07-06T17:39:00.000-07:00

They are gonna sell the house, because they're not receiving any more money. Home. They are selling my home away. The home where I was even before I was born. The home where I can call home, the home where now is not like a home. Not a home like it was. Home and now is a very ugly reality. Why can't we just go backwards? Why can't we just be like Benjamin Button in the curious case of Benjamin Button?? Why can't we live from forward to backwards.

My Grandfather is weak, I don't know how I should spent time with him, every time I look at him, I tear, that's why I don't really feel like going home, I don't want to see him like that, besides the fact that my step-father is the main reason why I don't wanna go home, the reason why Home is not how Home used to be like...

T.I.M.E.P.L.E.A.S.E.S.T.O.P or go sdrawkcab.

The Verdict

2011-06-26T12:31:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry my heart has no ample space to accept you, there is no ample space in my heart that I can contain anymore, It won't be a right thing to do, I just know it, just trust me. Move your little heart along and keep on going, if you fall, pick yourself up and think of the happy reminiscence, use only the sad reminiscence to give you courage to move along.

I'll never forget the carefree moments you've given me and neither am I taking you for granted, for I know what I am doing, the decision I made is final, we will just stay as friends because it's not as complicating as being together. Stay happy, silly you :)

Peace;

Avriel Babbles

God help us.

2011-06-17T10:49:00.000-07:00

I have two options, quit school and work hard to support my mum and siblings or quit school and marry a rich man. Life is not as simple as it seems, sometimes you have to make the right decisions.

To renew a better me..

2011-06-12T10:30:00.001-07:00

I got good plans for this week and further more, here are a list of things I gotta accomplish. Stop time and freeze... Nah, it is IMPOSSIBLE... Anyways there are a few things I need to set right and maybe for the whole of this holiday...

1) See a doctor about my waking up disorder, yes I can't wake up even if you throw a bomb.

2) Start sketching, yes seriously I bought a new A4 sketchbook.

3) Start one illustration a day, yes it wont take you hours.

4) Start going home for dinner and spent time with family members, yes you know your grandfather is old, time is running - that's why I wanna stop time.

5) Start throwing old stuff and Feng Shui your room, yes get new furnitures (cost $$$)

6) Start your wall deco of love, yes I stopped halfway the other time.

7) Love more and Hate less, yes even the crazy dude.

8) Stop thinking negative thoughts, yes I have to, and imagine more.

9) Use less vulgarities, yes cause I have been using motherfucker a lot (especially when playing L4D2)

10) Do meditation or exercise, yes I need to grow taller and skinner.

11) Start cooking, yes I have some new recipes to try out. (cost $$$)

12) Get a new tan, yes I need to be a little darker.

13) Have my awesome 18th Birthday party, yes the weekend before my school starts ;)

xoxo;

Avriel Babbles

Touché Tuesday

2011-06-07T11:48:00.000-07:00

Technically today I went to watch The Hangover 2! I'm lucky to have a friend, who works at the cinema, to sneak me and two of my other underage friends to watch the show hehe and some free popcorns and drink! The show is fucking funny! I think Mr Chow is the funniest to me! hahaha and the monkey is so cute!! :)

Oh well moving along, when everyone left, Robin and I took a tour at the heart of the downtown, Clarke Quay! It was beautiful, the lights, the river, the people, the music the smell of some shee-sha! yes they have shee-sha there too! :) And technically, I have decided to chillax at a little cafe-resturant area there! I have some crazy plans for my eighteenth birthday this year! Wooo-Hooo! It wont be a BBQ, it wont be at a chalet, it wont be at a night-club (for what you'll call clubbing) It will be...... told soon, in the next post?? hehe Well I have some crazy things to start planning since I'm having my holidays! It'll be the craziest night ever! Fingers crossed! hehe! :}

Kissxx;♥

Crazy Shimmers

Monday Mayhem

2011-06-06T10:25:00.000-07:00

Recently, I've been in a state of dilemma. I guess I'm feeling a little better now... School Holidays have started, I'm gonna start on my portfolio sketches, hopefully I can go somewhere after this... Hmmm... I am thinking off going overseas, Bundong, Indonesia. Too learn print making and the simple kampong art life... But leaving my family and friends are kinda impossible, because they mean everything to me, and I don't wanna leave them... I'll see how it goes... Meantime, gonna work on my portfolio, and Shimmering Shimmers! I just got a new shoe :) DC skate shoes! Going out tomorrow, gonna take some no ALOT of photos for memories ♥

xoxo;♥

Summer Shimmers

My Chemical Romance - Cancer

2011-06-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

Turn away,

If you could get me a drink

Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded

Call my aunt Marie

Help her gather all my things

And bury me in all my favorite colors,

My sisters and my brothers, still,

I will not kiss you,

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,

'Cause I'm awful just to see

'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,

Oh, my agony,

Know that I will never marry,

Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo

But counting down the days to go

It just ain't living

And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)

Goodbye today (goodbye today)

I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

I will try to live, I promise. Although the misery still lingers...

I am feeling...

2011-05-31T10:27:00.000-07:00

Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired Sick and tired.

Of every damn thing.

Till the time runs out...

2011-05-30T09:46:00.000-07:00

I am going to live life to the fullest till my time runs out, I will say and do all things I should have done but didn't and I should have done but couldn't. Please do believe that there is only a limited time I have on this tiny planet. Please, I beg you. Don't ask me questions. Just be happy for me and smile like there is no tomorrow, and not because you have to but you want to. I'll appreciate everything I have and I shall not complain. I shall not swear. I shall not sin. If I could live with it. I'll try my best and do the best I can. If you can stop judging me and start trusting me. I thank you all for being there for me, for being there because you care and not that you have to, just to try to gain my friendship. Be true to me and be true to yourself.

Every minute counts, and life goes on for now…

Peace ☮

Avriel Babbles

Contradiction ⚓

2011-05-28T10:39:00.000-07:00

I smile on the outside, like how the sun shines upon the earth but I die on the inside, like how the sun burns the soul. Life is so reprehensible. I can't wait to die and try to go to heaven. I don't think I do any good on earth, just probably sin a lot. When my time is right I'd go... The scars mean nothing anymore. Numb and Perished. I think I heal too fast, there is no scars to remind of. I've done it many times but the scars fade away. I need a tattoo, so that I can remind myself, of life. I still have to keep trying right?

I can't wait till I turn eighteen, maybe it would be the last birthday I ever have, and I want it to be special. I want him to be there not because he have to but he wants to... Kill me in a record shop, murder me in a mosh pit. I can't say much anymore, I'll just sit by the side line and slowly faed away. Till the sun rises till the sun sets. I live by everyday hoping for the best, but it never works. I love everyone who'd given me hope and life to live again. Don't ask me, just let me be. It's better off that way. I'm just invisible.

xoxo;

Avriel Babbles

Gay Parents Bashed - Inspirational about judging and stuff...

2011-05-25T11:13:00.000-07:00

Stop stereotyping [!]

2011-05-25T10:49:00.000-07:00

Why do we stereotype? Just to know where we stand? Cause we're humans? Just because you can't accept one's true self? or the fact that they are not the same colour as you are? or The same genre or the same lingo or the same generation? Why can't we just accept each other, just accept life. Life in peace and harmony? Just accept the way we were born. We're all humans for goodness sake. We all need the same thing to survive, we all have to die. No one lives forever on earth, but live in eternity only in heaven.

Does stereotyping makes you feel good about yourself, just so you can laugh at others. Put yourself in the other's shoe. See how it feels like to be laughed at to be a topic of discussion of false and negativity. Why can't you understand the reasons of another person, obviously because you have not been in their shoes, have not felt the fear, have not felt the pain and you'll never know because you have nothing else better to do then to criticize them.

Seriously if you don't know someone, don't judge a person by their appearance. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. You have no rights to judge someone and laugh at them because you dont know them. So don't go around giving false information and rumors about anyone because it's not nice, unless your speaking the truth of that person like you really know them deep down. Try to have a heart and don't just judge a person whether they are stupid or slow. Because no one is born stupid or slow, ugly or fat.

Everyone has their own flaws and flawlessness, no one is perfect so don't think you're perfect. Respect yourself, respect others and they'll show you respect. If you criticize me, don't bother, me respecting you, because you have no rights to judge me unless you have been in my shoes. You just don't get it do you, I know you don't have to tell me. Do you think I am not smart enough to know that? I have known it since I was five years past birth. So I've known all my life. So you don't have to tell me and remind me all the damn time. Just leave me the fuck alone and we can both be happy without each other.

xoxo;

Avriel Babbles

He was a punk and she did ballet...

2011-05-17T11:15:00.000-07:00

You're still the same you, you never changed. Two Summer's back, I rejected. Two Summer's now, I remember. I remember the good times, but then the bad times. I remember how I use to feel, the like I had for you, then I remember the dislikes I had for you. Nobody's perfect but I have to say that we shared something special for that little time, till the sparks were gone, and loving you was wrong. Now, you're still the same, I won't make the same mistakes I did again, I'll just watch you from afar, hope we could be friends again, then we'll see Two more Summers down the road, if we can still be friends, or would we just ignore? Lets let fate decide as we took our different paths, where we'll be? God only knows, the key to the future, where no one knows, but wants to know...

xoxo;

Avriel Babbles

The Story Of The Boy...

2011-05-08T10:28:00.000-07:00

I just witnessed a pitiful incident… When I was going down the bus, I saw a family. The mom had walked first, the son was in the middle and finally the dad. As the boy jumped up the curb, with his own help, he slipped and fell and hit his chin on the solid ground. He stand on his own two feet crying, his dad was so pathetic. He didn't even bother to help the boy, his own child. The boy ran to his mum, crying and holding his chin. His mum didn't really bother looking at him, and just continued walking and scolded him in some other language, I couldn't hear much as I was witnessing from afar, while her son was clinging onto her arm, crying in pain.

How sad I felt for the poor boy, who got dejected by both of his parents who didn't even bother caring for him just for that moment of pain. That made me realize that sometimes, parents ask to much from their kids, their own child whom they had dejected since young, and they expect them to obey? I mean you didn't show them the love when they really needed them the most. Especially when parents goes to work, kids goes to school and maybe after school care or guardians taking care of them until their parents return home.

When the child is feeling so excited to see their parents come home, they just wanna sit down together as a family and during dinner, talk about school and work. But sometimes when the child tells about their day at school, their friends and what incredible new things they have learned. The parents either doesn't bother, or fakes that they bother, you can tell it in the way they act and the way they speak. Fake. I know from experience…

Anyways what I'm trying to imply is love your family, love your child, love your parents. If you don't show the love you'll end up hating each other and fighting, most of the time. so don't be too selfish and start loving!

XOXO; ☮♥⚓

Summer Shimmers

Why Me?

2011-05-05T08:55:00.000-07:00

Why me? Why?

Please Just leave me alone!

You're annoying me every time I see you.

Please don't stand near me.

Why can't you just stay a thousand miles away from me?

Keep off my life.

xoxo;

Avriel Babbles

Pathetic Hopeless Girl

2011-05-02T13:24:00.000-07:00

Earth or rather the world is a beautiful place. Life on the other hand isn't as beautiful as you think it is. All my seventeen years of life has been on a roller coaster ride. What Nini and I have been through all these years are very similar. Too similar that when I heard about it, it really is the same as mine. There was a growing realization after what Nini said was true, when we've reached the age of reminiscent, that was the day that we lose our family. We lost the perfect family portrait that we never got to have. But that's alright, what to do? Life…

I had a rough day recently, and I was rather a pathetic hopeless girl living in a screwed up life. My dearest brother and I talked about the past, and it really occurred to me that we both need each other, we both have been a strong bond, of siblings. We fight, we care, we shout, we play and above all, we'll never get into ignoring each other for more then five minutes. Thats why I love my brother, and he really is a strong dude, who have gone through so much more then I did. Sigh. He has talked some sense into me, some I already knew of, but whatever it was, it gave me hope to think that life is beautiful, you just got to live it to the fullest…

On the other hand, my mum is a very strong women, combined my brother's and my problem plus even more cruelty, she is still standing on her own two feet defending for the sake of her kids. I always feel guilty when I shout at her or have a fight with her. I feel like she doesn't deserve me being rude to her, and I sincerely apologize to her, I really miss those days spent together, anyways, Life has to move on, and things do change, for the better good or the worst, but regardless of what, we still need to do our best in life or live in eternal misery for the rest of your life. Keep holding on and have faith, don't give up entirely.

If you think you really know me, you don't, because I have been hiding behind a mask since I was a kid, because I'm afraid to let the whole world see me as I am. But that doesn't mean I am a two face bitch or that, what I have been doing all my life is fake, yes I can be nice sometimes because I am inspired by Jesus, but sometimes you don't know how I can scream and shout at someone like a sod kid and probably dislike some one for what they have done wrong. I try to forgive, though sometimes I can't forget, because the pain is still lingering, faint and fading but still there, like a tattoo it never goes away…

Being a cancerian (Zodiac 21 June - 23 July) "Cancer is a Water sign, and as such is connected to the world of emotion and the instincts. It is also a Cardinal sign, which means that planets placed here will express themselves in a very dynamic fashion especially in matters connected with care and protection. There is a great sensitivity on an inner level, but rather a secretive nature. Loyalty and attachment, sentimentality and hanging on to the past, here is also a possessive streak, and a tendency to be emotionally smothering. Nevertheless Cancer confers a strong intuitive nature and deeply-held feelings.

You are sensitive and easily hurt though this may not be immediately apparent on the outside. Likewise, you are loyal and passionate in your defense of those you love injury done to them is also done to you. You have a strong and instinctive protective nature. The greatest dilemma in your life comes when the bonds of attachment are broken for example in connection with changes in the family structure. At these times it is important to recognize the dangers of sentimental attachment to the past. Your reluctance to let things go can stand in the way of your personal development.

You have a great talent for building up a nurturing environment for those who are close to you, yet it can also help to be more open to those who are not necessarily so close. You are easily upset by changes in your daily rhythm, and can be rather grumpy when called upon to change habitual behaviors. Your home is your castle. These are all characteristics associated with Cancer."

So as you can see somehow the Zodiac thing really is about yourself, it's so true that you don't have to explain anything to anyone, just tell them your zodiac sign and your birthdate.

Basically I don't really like to share my pain with anyone else, because to me I find it a burden to others, I really don't mind comforting someone then someone comfort me. I am all out to cheer up and be there for the person and maybe give some advices? Because giving is better then receiving. That's the way I am and that's the way I am gonna be, you can't change me, because I like to be myself, one shouldn't change one's shoe to be in another's shoe.

Be happy with who you are, because God created you the way you are and in that way you will have to accept it no matter what, because you may look ugly in someone's eyes but in God's eye your more then beautiful, your unique and your his creation. Everyone is different, some can be similar but never the same. Everyone is Unique in their ways, so live with it with every hope and chance you are given, because life is short and paradise is waiting, God is waiting.

I am however disappointed at myself for being a pathetic hopeless girl. I can't keep to my time schedule and I can't wake up on time. I can't do anything right and all I do is disappoint people. I know I still act like a kid, because I love being a kid and hope to never grow up. It is carefree and you don't have to worry, you don't have to give a fuck about any damn thing. Just be your self and be happy…

But sometimes, it's okay to breakdown, it's okay to cry till there's no more tears to shed. Sometimes you need some time off in life and relax, rewind and remember those happy moments, because they matter more then those bad or rather sad moments…

The scars I have are not meant to kill myself, it's meant to remind me that life is still going on and that you have to do your best in everything, no matter what.

XOXO;

Avriel Babbles

The whole word is turning GAY.

2011-05-01T09:15:00.001-07:00

Okay Firstly, I don't have anything wrong with Gays.

Meaning Gay/Lesbian/Bisexuals.

I mean we're all humans.

Secondly, My circle of life and friends, are turning Gay.

Thirdly, does this mean I am suppose to turn gay too?

Fourthly, I am 100% straight, I like guys.

I prefer dicks to chics If I am in a relationship.

I'd rather have someone who has what I don't have then someone I do.

hahahahaha

Life, what to do??

Peace&Love;

Avriel Babbles

The Owl and the Pussycat

2011-04-28T09:42:00.000-07:00

by Edward Lear

The Owl and the Pussy-Cat went to sea

In a beautiful pea-green boat:

They took some honey, and plenty of money

Wrapped up in a five-pound note.

The Owl looked up to the stars above,

And sang to a small guitar,

"0 lovely Pussy, 0 Pussy, my love,

What a beautiful Pussy you are,

You are! You are!

What a beautiful Pussy you are!"

Pussy said to the Owl, "You elegant fowl,

How charmingly sweet you sing!

Oh! let us be married; too long we have tarried,

But what shall we do for a ring?"

They sailed away, for a year and a day,

To the land where the bong-tree grows;

And there in a wood a Piggy-wig stood,

With a ring at the end of his nose,

His nose, His nose,

With a ring at the end of his nose.

"Dear Pig, are you willing to sell for one shilling

Your ring?" Said the Piggy, "I will."

So they took it away, and were married next day

By the turkey who lives on the hill.

They dined on mince and slices of quince,

Which they ate with a runcible spoon;

And hand in hand, on the edge of the sand,

They danced by the light of the moon.

The moon, The moon,

They danced by the light of the moon.

Mystify

2011-04-27T10:02:00.000-07:00

IF YOU REALLY DON'T LIKE ME

YOU CAN JOLLY WELL JUST FUCK OFF.

AND STOP MAKING MY LIFE MORE

MISERABLE THEN IT ALREADY IS.

:) Avriel

Valentina Ramos

2011-04-24T08:00:00.000-07:00

My new Muse is Valentina Ramos.

I am truly inspired by her line works.

Do check her out here and here.

XOXO; ☮♥⚓

Summer Shimmers

Ink

2011-04-23T09:46:00.000-07:00

When you fall, you gain a scar,

when you're inked, you gain a permanent memory.

I really truly love this tattoo of the anchor.

I am gonna get it, I've made up my mind.

On my birthday, the day I turn eighteen.

Fingers crossed.

☮♥⚓

Avriel Amadea

Clarity

2011-04-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

Not sure what I'm gonna say...

Just see how it goes down and probably face the truth.

You can say anything about me, I don't mind the truth.

That way I can change for the better good then be the same old me.

If you're disappointed, then what am I feeling?

I really am right, you just can't take what I have to say.

Sigh. Right now, you're not like how I first met you either.

You mean it, you just don't realize it.

☮♥⚓

Avriel Babbles

You just don't realize...

2011-04-21T10:57:00.000-07:00

Do you think I've changed?

Do you think I've drifted apart?

Do you ever realize that you're the one who changed?

Do you ever realize that your the one that drifted apart?

Sometimes you just don't realize that the only

reason is because you are too selfish to even realize that

you are the reason why I am not talking much to you or

the fact that I just simply don't trust you anymore.

You can tell whoever about how I changed.

But the fucking fact is that's a fucking lie.

Have you ever asked yourself why I changed?

Always remember, there are two sides of the story,

your side, my side and the fucking truth.

I have nothing much to say.

Just that how you treat me is how

I fucking treat you back.

Don't push me too far or you'll regret it.

Please don't be so fucking selfish and have a fucking heart.

Say what you want to say, I don't give a fuck anyways...

☮♥⚓

Avriel Babbles

Summer Shimmers Killer Glitter ☮

2011-04-06T12:04:00.000-07:00

Today I was late.

Actually I'm always late.

Anyways It was raining too...

Robin didn't mange to take his shot

for his photo Shoot, and I didn't

get my shot for my Magazine...

My School Project Magazine...

Maybe I'll practice and try being a

Magazine editor in the future,

hahaha for now,

LIVE THE MOMENT!

FUCK THE FUTURE!

Anyways, Bernie did my make up,

It's awesome.

I don't have the shot taken by the

SLR camera, it's with Robin.

I just took one shot from my webcam.

It's kinda blur and you can't really see

the real deal. Bernie's a pro!

Here's the photo/s:

Ignore the face!

☮♥⚓

Summer Shimmers

Heart Racing ♥

2011-04-02T11:00:00.000-07:00

The No. 43 Rules Of A Gentlemen:

When you're with someone you love,

make sure in that moment they know

they're the centre of your world.

Aww so sweet huh I'm Sick and tired

of the same old routine.

When you meet someone new,

you tell them who you are,

your past, your present, your future.

You tell them the same old things,

over and over again.

I always hate it when the guy is really

sweet, only in front of you,

and their true self when they're with their friends.

Why can't the guy just treat me like their own kind.

I know I am not 100% Girly Girl, but that's how I roll...

hahaha why can't they just fart in front of you without

being embarrassed, or talk like crap?

I'm not afraid of being who I am but why can't they

do the same? Just be their own self?

Maybe I don't understand this relationship issue?

Cause I never had a boyfriend or really have been in Love.

But I have had butterflies in my stomach, Heartaches

and daydreams in class, is that not enough?

So much questions, so little time.

Time is running out, I have about two years and a

half more till i turn twenty. OMG. That's old. :O

Sigh maybe I expect too much?

Maybe I just can't accept the fact that I'm fussy?

Oh well, love stinks?

☮♥⚓

Tipsy Gypsy

Sometimes...

2011-03-28T11:42:00.000-07:00

Nathan, I'm emotionally stripped down to the core.

Sometimes, I wish when I'm walking down that long walk I always walk,

It would bring me to a fairytale world where everything is full of happiness...

Where I don't have to worry about a single thing and just be myself,

And maybe you can be there at the end of the rainbow waiting for me...

Sweet Little Cupcakes

2011-03-25T11:01:00.001-07:00

My Menu Assignment for Mr Roy.

Design Brief: To create a Menu of your choice...

Theme: Cafe - Cupcakes - Pink - Sweet - Chic Flick

Back and Front of Menu

Inside of menu

La Storia

2011-03-25T10:25:00.000-07:00

My First Assignment for Mr Hairul

Design Brief: Create a Cooperate Identity for a

Restaurant of choice (I chose "La Storia")

Avriel: La Storia is an Italian, Milan restaurant...

So I decided to give it a classical feel...

Letterhead - Logo - Name Card - Envelope

*Click to enlarge image...

Noise Hazard

2011-03-20T12:24:00.000-07:00

My Assignment Two for Mr Hairul.

Design Brief: To create an A3 poster about

Noise Hazard or Safety at work...

Avriel's Rational:

BOKEH!!

2011-03-01T12:02:00.001-08:00

My First Digital Bokeh on Photoshop! :)

hehe I'm gonna try out more effects when

I have the time! :) Currently looking for effects

for my assignment! :)

Try it out too! :)

I learnt from this dude,

his tutorial is pretty fast

but other than that he's

awesome! :)

XOXO;

Avriel Amadea

She's On Top Of The World ♥

2011-02-22T08:25:00.000-08:00

Her name is Arini Anini,
she's my classmate
and she Inspires me ♥

Nini, You're my Muse!

XOXO;♥
AVRIEL SUMMER

I need Peace ♥

2011-02-04T10:15:00.000-08:00

My illustrator is down,

So I decided to play around with Photoshop:)

Photo Credits:

Model - Avriel + Circle Bokeh (hard Light)
& Hearts Bokeh (Soft Light) - Kevin West
+ Poem - Robert Fulghum

I've been Busy as always,

Photography and Graphic & Typography

Assignments are due before the next weekend!

I can for see ultimate stress coming my way!

Then I hope I can take a day off,

Slip into my Swimming costume and

sunbath under the Beautiful Hot Sun,
sip on my Ice Lemon Tea and take a

soak in the warm (but dirty) Sea!

Fingers Crossed;♥

Pixie Babbles

SOPHIE KINSELLA ♥

2011-01-25T07:42:00.000-08:00

Twenties Girls

Photo Credits to Kevin West

"I had fun. That’s what I believe in.
Fun, flings, the sizzle. It starts as a shiver,
when you see a man for the first time.
And then he meets your eye and
the shiver runs down your back and
becomes a sizzle in your
stomach and you think
'I want to dance with that man.'
You dance, you have a
cocktail or two, you flirt."

- Sophie Kinsella, Twenties Girl

XOXO;♥

Avriel Amadea

I MISS CANADA ♥

2011-01-18T07:45:00.000-08:00

I miss Canada Oh so dearly!
♥ ♥
♥
♥
♥

My School Work ♥

2011-01-13T06:18:00.000-08:00

So basically, my new teacher, Mr Roy

gave us a test today, to create a

postcard design on anything we want...

So my design is based on an Owl,

which my classmates nicknamed me :P

The colour for the Owl is based on one

of my favourite colour, Turquoise.

Just blend it in shades...

The Font is self made, by me :P

I used pen tool (Illustrator) to doodle

out my fonts which I've been inspired

all over this beautiful world.

I am not really completed because I didn't

have enough time to finish the background,

so I made a simple bright/lime green colour

just to make it stand out for now...

(*Click on the image to get a better view*)

Note to self; Work Faster!

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL SUMMERSHIMMERS

Cherish ♥

2011-01-04T09:53:00.000-08:00

When I was thinking recently, I thought,

very much about this quote,

Spend Life With Who Makes You Happy,

Not Who You Have To impress.

I finally realize who my true friends are.

A True Friend does not degrade each other,

A True Friend accepts each other for who they are.

And I've realized that I've not been cherishing my

Best Friends much, be it the time or what not...

New years resolution does not apply much to me,

keeping promises applies much better.

I don't wanna make promises and not keep it.

I wanna keep promises and make it happen.

I wanna promise that I, Avriel Amadead Kiara,

Will Cherish my friends from now on, be it wether I am

rich, poor, smart, dumb, cool, boring or what not?

I will put in my best for my best friends and closes

friends who appreciate me for who I am.

I am what I am, If you hate me? hate is a strong word.

If you dislike me, so be it, I don't own you and I don't give

a damn if you damn well don't care about me.

Because life is short, If i bother stuff that will only waste

my time then I am the stupidest kid on earth.

I wanna look forward and smile more.

Looking back at only the good memories and forgetting the

bad memories. I don't want to be a negative person.

My Zodiac is Cancer and for the first Seventeen years of my life,

I just realized that Cancerians are leaders, they are not followers.

I just realized because I know all my life Cancerians are shy creatures.

I know that because I'm very shy, but recently I am able to speak

more to strangers. I am not saying I wanna shine like a star,

I'm just saying I don't wanna be famous, I just want to be known,

it is two different things.

Another quote I wanna live by;

It is not the way you look,

but the way you see it.

I wanna look at people and admire and not downgrade them.

I wanna be a better me, rather than a bitchy old fart.

I will start to ignore every condemning

things people say or do to me.

Amenth;♥

Avriel Amadea Kiara

Faith, Trust, Hope & Love

2011-01-04T08:51:00.000-08:00

Ellie-Jean Coffey, 16

Once said;

"In Surfing, If you get wiped out, you just

have to stay relaxed and tell yourself you'll

be able to do it. It translates into life situations

where If you don't think you're going to be able

to do something, you just have to keep trying,

persistence pays off."

That Quote from Ellie-Jean gave me hope...

After falling flat on my face, I'm gonna get on

my knees now and slowly stand on my own

two feet again. Give me Time.

Temptations, of doing my Tattoo,

late yesterday night.

Thank God I have no money.

Toodios'

Avriel Babbles

2011

2011-01-03T00:54:00.000-08:00

Picture Credits: Rliley Koh

So much for a new beginning.

I am sick and tired of trying to be

good and get everyone condemning me.

I just need to be alone because

I don't wanna hurt my close friends
yet alone my best friends.

Thanks for probably cursing me with the

friendship bands theory?

But I don't give a damn anymore.

Scarlet & Jane ♥

2010-12-29T11:03:00.000-08:00

Went out with my Bestfriend, Sasa!

She just got her amazing Cannon EOS 550D Camera!

and what a great getaway for photoshoots! :)

Oh well, we went for dinner at Coffee Club &

we took pretty awesome pictures along Orchard Road!

Went back for the start of a SLEEPOVER ♥

HEHE Australia Next Top Model and

VICTORIA SECRECTS! On the Roll! :)

& some Cup Noodles & chips & Meiji biscuits!

Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥

Janie :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW BEGINNING...

2010-12-24T12:00:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!

I have been very extremely busy with

loads and loads of stuff!

Like I had a three days four Night adventure

camp, which was super extremely fun!

well with a few mosquito bumps. Hmph.

and work and work and

I bought this pretty awesome wooden trinket

box which is pretty cool.

and I've scrapped pretty printed papers on them

for my best friends and cousins hehe

It's plain and simple but I guess it's pretty enough.

Moving on, to more busy days ahead of me...

Merry Christmas,

Avriel Babbles

Still Busy!

2010-12-01T05:12:00.000-08:00

I am still busy :(

Busy Bee

2010-11-25T02:56:00.000-08:00

Hey, so apparently I couldn't finish my

drawing/ doodle, in which I have not

scan, yet. Probably it would finish on

Monday, and when I go back to school

on Tuesday, I'd scan it! :)

From tomorrow till Sunday, I am

working! For my aunt's shop! At

the E.X.P.O. sale :O

Gonna be Busy busy busy!

Most probably from

Ten AM till Nine PM!

I hope I get too exhausted

that when I reach home,

I'd rush to take a bath and

the next thing, falling off to sleep

without having to wait to fall asleep!

......Buzzz.....

.........Avriel..

Soar eye!

2010-11-23T04:45:00.000-08:00

I have a soar eye! How sad is that?

It's like the same when I was in Canada,

same old soar eye! Ayeeee! :(

Hope it gets back to it's normal self,

like ASAP!

Speaking about Canada, I am almost

done with my drawing/doodle/in ink

from when I started drawing in the

plane to Canada!

I know I took like forever! But you can't

blame the Busy Bee... :) Hopefully I'll

finish it by Thursday? Then I'll

upload my work :)

Smile,

Avriel

Wishful thinking

2010-11-18T07:00:00.000-08:00

I need a wish.

I need peace.

I am still trying to look on

the brighter side of life.

Just give me time.

I promise. I promise.

xoxo

Avriel Babbles

Amused

2010-11-16T06:02:00.000-08:00

I feel so inspired, by some amazing Graphic Designers,

I really feel like a complete loser complaining about the

littlest things in life, that makes me turn into a probably

ugly green monster.

I NEED TO WAKE UP. SLAP MYSELF.

BANG MY HEAD ON THE WALL

AND START THE DAYS RIGHT.

Okay so I'll be a BETTER human being.

I will hate less and love more.

I will bitch less and realise more.

I will start each new post with

my inspirational beauties

or my own art pieces.

Let me warn you, I can't

draw straight from my brain.

I can only copy with my eyes

and scan through my brain

and draw it out.

SO I will try my best-est to do more

original works and get my brain functioned

with original works from me, myself and I.

I promise.

lots of love;

Summer Shimmers

Dearest Mummy,

2010-08-23T09:49:00.000-07:00

I know I am still the ugly Caterpillar,

I know it's still a long way more,

till I'm Twenty-One.

I know that I still wanna be a kid,

but sometimes I wanna be a teenager.

I wanna be a butterfly,

I wanna be free, just sometimes.

I wanna go home late,

I wanna have a date,

I wanna have guy friends,

I wanna know that I don't,

always want to lie to you,

I wanna know that you,

can believe me,

I wanna have your trust.

I still remember those days,

back when I was a kid.

How we were so close,

How we wore the same clothes.

How we held hands,

and I never wanna let go.

How I miss those days,

back when I was a kid.

But reality bites,

we can't turn back the clock,

although some of it were painful,

we had each other,

you are my mother.

I gotta listen to you,

cause you gave birth to me.

I know I am still the ugly Caterpillar,
I know it's still a long way more,
till I'm Twenty-One.
I know that I still wanna be a kid,
but sometimes I wanna be a teenager.
I wanna be a butterfly,
I wanna be free, just sometimes.

Love,

Avriel.

Top Ten Things...

2010-08-18T12:16:00.000-07:00

Top Ten - I Like You

Top Nine - I Want You

Top Eight- I Miss You

Top Seven - I Need You

Top Six - I Crave You

Top Five - I Adore You

Top Four - I Seriously Miss you

Top Three - I Must Have You

Top Two - I Need To Tell You

Top One - I Love You

It's all about you now.

XOXO

AVRIEL BABBLES

Welcome to my Life

2010-08-16T10:29:00.000-07:00

I feel like this, Simple Plan said it all...

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong,

and no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna runaway?

Do you lock yourself in the room?

With the radio on turned up so loud,

that no one hears you screaming?

No you don't know what it's like,

when nothing feels alright.

You don't know what it's like,

to be like me.

To be hurt, to feel lost,

to be left out in the dark,

to be kicked when you're down.

To feel like you've been pushed around,

to be on the edge of breaking down,

and no one's there to save you.

No you don't know what it's like.

Welcome to my life.

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desprate to find something more

before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies,

while deep inside you're bleeding.

No you don't know what it's like,

when nothing feels all right.

You don't know what it's like,

to be like me.

To be hurt, to feel lost.

To be left out in the dark.

To be kicked when you're down.

To feel like you've been pushed around.

To be on the edge of breaking down,

and no one's there to save you.

No you don't know what it's like.

Welcome to my life.

No one ever lied straight to your face.

No one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy,

but I'm not gonna be okay.

Eveybody always gave you what you wanted.

Never had to work it was always there.

You don't know what it's like, what it's like.

To be hurt, to feel lost.

To be left out in the dark.

To be kicked when you're down.

To feel like you've been pushed around.

To be on the edge of breaking down

and no one's there to save you.

No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt, to feel lost.

To be left out in the dark.

To be kicked when you're down.

To feel like you've been pushed around.

To be on the edge of breaking down,

and no one's there to save you.

No you don't know what it's like.

Welcome to my life.

Avriel Babbles

Babble

2010-07-20T09:05:00.000-07:00

I was babbling, I hit him by accident and

as I turned to say sorry, my heart dropped,

skipped a beat and held my breath for a second.

He was so handsome I swear I could melt.

I said sorry and he mumbled

something and his hand gestures me

to go in like saying "after you".

I loved that moment, captued it in my heart.

XOXO;

AVRIEL BABBLES.

A Birthday Surprise ♥

2010-07-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

♥

Sassy Seventeen ♥

2010-07-11T10:51:00.000-07:00

So it started out with a canceled pizza treat from

Mrs Adrian, because Ashley is sick.

(Hope she gets well)

And the lunch with CAMARADERIE, canceled.

So I met Felisa, as planned, dinner together.

But first I went over to her place, to get ready.

I put on my make-up and wore my green romper

from forever twenty-one. ( I absolutely love it)

sprayed some perfume, Anna Sui.

Sasa did the same, and she wore a beautiful

(can I say cocktail?) dress? haha it was really

beautiful, the flowers and colours...

And we headed to some poly, for a gig.

to support INNERNOISE.

That is Aldebaran's band, they changed their name.

for the THIRD time. Seriously. haha.

It was Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

But we cabbed there (twenty eight bucks siol)

haha. than we took a bus to Clementi MRT.

All the way to Marina Square.

Debating where to eat.

Ended up eating at the M.O.F.

damn shiok siol. (haha my new slang.)

And as Felisa and I were about to eat.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU" I turned and

OMG, there, in front of my eyes, singing,

CAMARADERIE.

With a cake, and five colourful balloons.

THEY CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD!

Awwwwww... I was damn touched. Seriously.

And I cried. (Thanks to the waterproof make-up!)

AND ALL ALONG, MY DEAREST SASA,

MADE PLANS WITH THEM. HAHA.

so we ate dinner till ten plus.

I didn't bother with my curfew. hehe.

and yes, we took some photos, and I

will upload it ASAP when I get hold of the

photos from Sasa. :)

I really really enjoyed my night.

It was the best a sassy seventeen

girl could ask for,

Best Friends.

XOXO:

Summer Shimmers

Sweet ♥

2010-07-05T06:11:00.000-07:00

Guess what?

My timetable is awesome.

Mon - from nine am to five-thirty pm.

(Applied photography, break & Applied photography)

Tues - from one pm to six pm.

(class-together time, Applied photography & PE!)

Wed - from ten am to five-thirty pm.

(Digital imaging, break, Digital imaging & Life skills)

Thu - from nine am to three-thirty pm

(Digital Imaging, break & Digital Imaging)

Fri - No school :)

(well unless we needda catch up with unfinished work!)

I caught up with Sasa just now.

We studied and talked and bumped into someone...

We had a great meal.

Loveeeeeeeeeeeeee her much! ♥

Oh! and I still can't believe that school has started.

I am still in holiday mode.

Guess I'm use to it. I'm always daydreaming.

In a far far away land, thinking and dreaming.

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES.

Amuse the Muse & Adore the Art ♥

2010-06-29T05:23:00.000-07:00

This is the last week of my Holiday.

Can you believe it, I still have not have

a huge amount of skills/knowledge on photography.

Yes, I'll be learning about photography and

photoshop editing.

The holiday was fun, still didn't have the time

to catch up with some of my best friends, yet

alone, good friends and classmates of VC.

I am still getting inspired and amused by

everything in life, like the colours in the

colour wheels i see everywhere, in the trees,

flowers, clothes and many more stuff.

I need to get a camera to tryout pretty soon.

I have decided, like the MANGKOK project

I was doing earlier on in the year.

Ten frames/shots each of

Urban, Nature, Human Figure, Still life and Animal.

so that's like fifty shots.

Fingers crossed, Wish me luck! (:

TOODLES;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

Tinkerbell and the Great Fairy Rescue ♥

2010-06-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

Director: Bradley Raymond

Plot: Tinker Bell must team up with a rival

fairy to keep their existence a secret from humans.

(video will start after 11 secs)

Love one another as I have love you♥

2010-06-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

Nothing much really happened throughout the last week.

Just chillaxing with Amanda♥, Liselotte, Abigail Gabriel.

Had a class outing/bonding thingy at East Coast Park.

Had a concert th13teen:thir34four it was AMAZING!

some priests sang, it was giving us back, for us praying

throughout the year for the priests.

A new commandment I give unto you,

That ye love one another; as I have

loved you, that ye also love one another.
John 13:34

Had study date with Liselotte. went to the airport.
Abigail and Joy? tagged along.

Had usual Saturdays with Felisa.

Had a photo shoot. Theme: Pranakan♥

Had gone to Kaitlyn's baptism. ♥

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-06-07T21:06:00.000-07:00

It's been six days, I've been working non-stop.

I'm finally free to play. :) But during this Holiday,

I do actually wanna do something for my portfolio.

Lets see, I do miss a LOT of friends,

like SASA♥ &

CAMARADERIE babes &

Abigail Foo.

& I'm actually starting to save up for my first

holiday outta Singapore, without adults.

AUSTRALIAAAAAAAAAAAAA

with the bestest, SASA. ♥

Well, I'm gonna enjoy the beat of the holiday.

TOODLES;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-05-26T05:45:00.000-07:00

Lily Cole

COCO & James Invatation card!

Awesomeeeeeeeee ~

Coco Rocha!

Behati Prinsloo & Coco Rocha

Just like Scarlet & Jane. ♥

Anna Sui Fall 2010

2010-05-21T04:03:00.000-07:00

Agyness Deyn

2010-05-18T06:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning,

As I was on the way to school,

The breeze was cool and the

air was fresh, after the rain.

As I walked past some bushes,

little butterflies flatter around me.

It was so amazing, beautiful

and I loved it.

Although it would be so much

better if they were blue and bigger.

But I thank the lord, for such a

beautiful creature he has created.

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-05-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

THE BEATLES - I'M SO TIRED.

I'm so tired, I'm feeling so upset.

Although I'm so tired I'll have another cigarette.

And curse Sir Walter Raleigh.

He was such a stupid get.

I've been busy busy.

Having a mini project.

Not so mini after all.

I have to do fifteen drawings.

& so far I've only completed eight.

Gonna continue on my ninth later.

Kaitlyn's back & Dylan's a little jealous.

Poor Dylan, he thinks no one is giving him

attention. So I'll have to play with him,

somethimes and sometimes, he just wants

mummy. Sighs.

Well, I know for a fact that time will

just wizz pass and the kids will get

a little older, and go to their first year

of school and I'll be old. Gosh.

XOXO:♥

AVRIEL BABBLES.

2010-05-06T05:06:00.000-07:00

I finally have a little sister of my own,

My little Mei Mei.

Kaitlyn Cara Ann Thomas

Was born on:

5 May 2010

3:07PM.

XOXO;♥

Avriel Babbles.

2010-04-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

Cecelia Ahern - PS, I Love You

"Finding someone you love and who loves

you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling.

But finding a true soul mate is an even

better feeling. A soul mate is someone who

understands you like no other, loves you

like no other, will be there

for you forever, no matter what.

They say that nothing lasts

forever, but I am a firm

believer in the fact

that for some, love lives

on even after we're gone."

2010-04-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

I'm not gonna complain how fast time has

passed, how three weeks are gone.

But I know it was a blessing that I had time,

time to complete things, although it's not

everything done, at least some things are done.

This last week was like

riding on a roller coaster ride.

There had been some ups,

and some downs.

Some amazing moments,

some crying moments,

some funny moments,

and some fucked up moments.

But I'm going back to Zombie like

school mode tomorrow.

Saturday's with Felisa is always fun.

All the compliments,

All the best friends talk,

All the bittersweet talks,

All the girl talks,

All the secret mission,

Stalking. HAHA.

our favourite moment like how

Georgia and her friends stalked

Robbie and Tom.

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-04-04T22:40:00.000-07:00

I just wanna share something I find very inspirational:

The Easter Egg & The Easter Bunny.

Easter coloured eggs could perhaps mean new life.
But the new life that Jesus gives us is eternal life.

So before we put Jesus, the cross, the resurrection

into one basket with the bunny and the eggs,

let's just be mindful of a few things;

The Easter bunny is white, with big feet and a tail.

Jesus did his big feat with wood and nails.

The Easter bunny is about chocolates and good things.

Jesus died and rose to bring about a God thing.

In our gardens, rebbits eat and play.

In the garden, "Not my will...", Jesus prayed.

Easter bunny looks white on the outside.

Jesus dies to make us pure inside.

In some chocolates there is a toy.

The empty tomb of Jesus is nothing but Joy.

Unlike rabbits who just twitch their nose.

Jesus, Our Lord, from the dead He arose.

So, teah the children that Easter
is not about eggs and bunnies.

But about Jesus Christ, who was

betrayed and sold for money.

Easter is not about coloured eggs and chocolate.

It's about Jesus who was killed and left for dead.

The joy of Easter is not in the festivity and fun,

but in the death and resurrection of the Son.

By: Father Richards Ambrose

2010-04-04T22:04:00.000-07:00

I've been outdated.

I'm back now.

Let us reminiscence sometimes.

24-25/03/10

I stayed over at Abigail's place.

We watched the sunrise, ate yummy

breakfast and went swimming.

We played at the kiddy pool.

Had Lunch and slept till six.

26-27/03/10

I stayed over at Felisa's place.

We watch a movie, did a mini spa

session, nails and went to

Scape Youth Park. Missed the dance.

Bought something cute

form the Flea market, an owl dress ♥

& Happy Birthday Abigail Foo!!

28/03/10

Wake up. Lunch. Mass. Dinner. Sleep.

29-31/03/10

Back to school for Luis lessons.

Did not manage to attend Natasha's

party celebration.

Went for S.S.V.P meeting instead.

01/04/10

Went back to SAC. Collected my cert.

Ate Curry Chicken Rice! & shared with

Abigail Home made noodle.

After that, we met Amanda & we met

An Qi. She is working at Expo at the

John Little sale.

I went back around five pm.

Went for Holy Thursday mass with my Godsiss.

02/03/10

Good Friday.

Thank you dear Jesus for dying on the

cross for our sins. I promise you I'd

tattoo my favourite verse of the bible.

John 3:16

For God so loved the world,

that he gave his only begotten Son,

that whosoever believeth in

him should not perish,

but have everlasting life.

But not now, when I'm a kid.

Later on when I grow up...

Missed Barbie in a Mermaid Tale.

so I asked SASA to tape it for me.

03/04/10

Holy Saturday.

Ration day.

Missed the Christian Easter

Service in which I was suppose

to go. Something cocked up the

last minute and I couldn't go.

Sorry Calvin! I'm such a Bitch!

04/04/10

Easter Sunday.

Happy Easter, The lord has risen!

Went for mass with Godsiss & Abigail

at Divine Mercy Church.

went to Downtown east for dinner.

Went through the POPULAR sale

bought myself a $3 book about

Book binding.:) Really nice pieces,

I really wanna try out all of the

25 creations!!

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-03-24T09:50:00.000-07:00

so don't trust friends whom you just met.

so don't assume their good.

so don't pretend it's okay.

cause in the end you'll break my heart.

shatter it into a thousand pieces

and fix me back and do it all again.

so stop, just stop pretending.

XOXO;

Avriel Babbles Bitch

2010-03-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

So i tried out the 17 Mag
The Lovely Bones competition.
& This is what I said:

I find the video of The Lovely Bones
very touching, exciting and thrilling.
As a teenager, I love to read romance
and thriller novels,
even better if the story becomes a movie.
I would love to have the experience to watch
the movie with the excitement of how it is
going to happen.And I personally
think that Saoirse Ronan is a great
actress to play the lead in The Lovely Bones.

I'm such a lucky girl!
Guess what came in the mail?

However I read the letter on
the day itself, so I screamed and
jumped for joy (witnessed by Easwari).

& I called Felisa, as much as we want to
watch it together, she couldn't go,
cause it was at 9.20 PM at Lido...

So Alde ended up going with me,
He paid for the taxi fair to Lido.
So sweet right? HAHA.
Before that, I went to buy popcorn.
@ the pasar malam.
So smart right? HAHA.

Than I paid for the drinks,
we were late for the movie,
like always, I'm always late for movies...
But LOVELY BONES.
is a very nice, touching, can
make you tear up story...
& now, I wanna get the book & read it!

XOXO;♥
Avriel Babbles

2010-03-13T20:06:00.000-08:00

Hi.

I'm sorry I had to delete the
posts in the Girlhood story.
I have decided to edit some information
and complete the story.
I want the book to be published.
So... I have taken it down, and wish
me luck, I will be coming out with a kick
ass book and hopefully, can become famous,
with my writing career. :D

Peace&Love,
Avriel Babbles

2010-03-09T22:53:00.000-08:00

I'M STILL HAVING A

PARAMORE HANG OVER.

haha. Just met up with my clique,

CAMARADERIE,

last night.

We went for dinner, talked, had

fun & catch up.

♥ it!

Anyways, I'm going to meet Abigail

soon! Gonna follow her to O School.

To sign up for her dancing classes.

I AM SO PROUD OF HER!

She's finally getting to do a thing

that she's good at, and a dream she inspires.

Well, All the best Abi TBF!

XOXO;♥

PIXIE ♥'S PARAMORE

2010-03-08T02:29:00.000-08:00

3 words,

PA-RA-MORE

The concert was AWESOME.

OBVIOUSLY.

WOW.

HAYLEY IS FREAKING CUTE!

I ♥ HER.

She have totally gone into

my MUSE section.

The way she rocked out at the concert.

Well, more to come!! Hayley said,

we don't have to wait five years for

their next concert!

The guitarist + bassist + drummer =

TOTAL H.A.M.S. =

AWESOME MUSIC PLAYED.

& I ♥ Felisa for being there to

ROCK out with me.

In which I don't usually do in

my normal boring day life.

P.S: I'll upload pics, soon!

XOXO;♥

PIXIE ♥'S PARAMORE!

2010-03-01T01:18:00.000-08:00

New Line, New Phone.

Unlimited SMS!

I can now sms 24/7

with my babes!!

2010-02-27T23:01:00.000-08:00

I carry a bag,

A brown bag with nice

red flowers on it.

A nice bag that has a

distinctive quality.

In which a $7000

Marc Jacobs bag

cannot beat it.

It is the bag my Bestfriend

Amanda (Twinnie) gave to me.

That is how precious my bag

means to me.

♥

Avriel Babbles

2010-02-25T22:44:00.000-08:00

Fiery February in SINGAPORE :

This month could turn out to be the driest February

ever recorded in Singapore —

if current conditions continue.

The National Environment Agency (NEA)

said that only 5.3mm of rainfall has been

recorded so far, compared to 18.7mm in

the same period last year.

NEA said February is traditionally one of the

driest month in the year. And this year, the

El Nino effect is making it worst.

National water agency PUB said the dry spell

is also causing record water consumption.

Some 590 Olympic—sized pools of water are

being consumed daily on average, about 7 per

cent more than last February.

PUB is advising households to

practise good water—saving

habits, such as taking shorter showers.

The dry spell has also seen an increase in the

outbreak of grass, lallang and vegetation fires.

The Singapore Civil Defence Force said it has

responded to 92 cases so far this month alone.

It is appealing to the public to help minimise

such fire occurrences.

by CNA/ms

2010-02-23T01:44:00.000-08:00

Inspiration is like being influenced in something.
Like art/design, being influenced into the bliss
of a great idea. The satisfaction when you have
achieve what you did right or learning the little
mistakes that you have learnt & the hope for
another chance to do what you've practiced.

Zac Posen (1980 - American Fashion Designer)
once said, "It's a very fine line of what is a copy
and what is inspiration."

I LOVE that quote it reminds me of like when
you stereotype someone as a "copycat"

when the real logic is that he/she is just being inspired.

Below is 2 of my many works I've been doing in
class. Just a exposition for my babes. :D

XOXO;♥
AVRIEL BABBLES

VICTORIA'S SECRET♥

2010-02-20T00:44:00.000-08:00

Kinda disappointing!

VS didn't sell bra-panties set.

They only have Undies,

PJ's, Hoodies, Lotions,

Perfume & Tees.

So Felisa & I bought A Tee

and the same undies!

haha. As shown in the picture.

I bought a pink Tee!

Felisa bought A Navy blue-ish Tee!

Well, I LOVE (♥) what I bought! :D

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES.

2010-02-16T23:08:00.000-08:00

Just something to share (:

(Click to enlarge & read about the event)

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-02-16T05:49:00.000-08:00

I took this "articel" from

COCO ROCHA'S blog.

It is very inspirational to me.

Although it is kinda long, just take some

time to read it.

It really is good!

I wanted to share this with you!
“I don’t do nudes, I don’t do semi-nudes, I don’t do cigarette shots,” Coco Rocha was saying on Sunday evening before the Diane Von Frustenberg show at the Bryant Park tents. “It took me a long time in the business to realize I didn’t have to do everything people told me I should if I wanted a career.”

Ms. Rocha is a model. Who isn’t nowadays? It used to be that kids wanted to grow up to be astronauts, police officers or doctors. Now it would appear that modeling is the career default of anybody who doesn’t have two heads. Ms. Rocha, according to a well-rehearsed story, was discovered by a scout at an Irish dancing contest in her native Vancouver, British Columbia. Whatever her real name is (apparently Mikhaila, which lacks the show-business pop of Coco), it was quickly altered, and she was sent to see Steven Meisel, the photographer who is fashion’s resident Pygmalion. Mr. Meisel photographed her in 2006 for the cover of Italian Vogue, and there followed in short order a series of high-profile jobs on catwalks, in magazine editorials and in advertising campaigns — enough of them to fill three fat paragraphs on her Web résumé.

The adjective before the word “paragraph” in the previous sentence was chosen for a reason. Despite all the recent blather about promoting wholesome body images and encouraging designers to scale up sample sizes — and a prevalent fantasy that the industry has suddenly embraced people of all sorts and shapes — fat in fashion remains anathema.

Ms. Rocha knows this because, incredible as it may seem to anyone who saw her prance down Ms. Von Furstenberg’s catwalk on Sunday (in what was, by the way, one of the most admirably diverse model castings in many a year), a lot of designers no longer hire her for their runways. They consider her a veritable behemoth in a business that makes a fetish of being what the actress Emily Blunt once termed “edge of ill” thin.

“Everybody knows that, in general, a basketball player needs to be tall and a fashion model needs to be skinny, but how skinny is too skinny?”

Ms. Rocha asked.Too skinny, according to James Scully, a seasoned casting agent who participated in a recent Council of Fashion Designers of America symposium on this issue, are the young teenagers now routinely cast for European shows.

“A lot of people are accountable, and nobody’s saying anything about it,” Mr. Scully said. “The business is not thinking about developing these girls as people.”

Well, some people are. Stella McCartney insists that models for her shows have some life experience under their belts, said Mr. Scully, who casts the McCartney shows.

limited, models were groomed and expected to have longer careers, making a transition as they aged and filled out from catwalks to catalogs.

Now, Mr. Scully said, the sheer number of aspirants is so great that a span of five years (or 10 seasons) is almost enough to qualify a model for a gold watch.

“What happens when these girls develop and turn into women?” Mr. Scully asked. “What’s going to happen to Karlie Kloss,” he added, referring to the teenager discovered at a charity benefit fashion show in her native St. Louis and now one of the most desirable models in the business, “when she develops breasts?”

Ms. Rocha can answer that question. “I’m not in demand for the shows anymore,” said the model, who has worked for Mar Jacob, Prada, Chanel, Dior, Jean Paul Gaultier and Louis Vuitton, among many others.

“I’ve been told to lose weight when I was really skinny,” said Ms. Rocha, who recently added a new line item to her résumé: correspondent for Modelinia.com, the Web site for the model-obsessed.

“You know what, I’ve stopped caring,” Ms. Rocha said. “If I want a hamburger, I’m going to have one. No 21-year-old should be worrying about whether she fits a sample size.”

And no lanky 14-year-old should be pressured to starve herself, to cadge prescription drugs like Adderall or to take up smoking as an appetite suppressant.

“Girls are told they’re not skinny enough, or they hear, ‘She’s old, she’s boring, we’ve had her, she’s not tiny anymore,’ ” Ms. Rocha said. “A lot of people don’t take into account the vulnerability of these young girls.” And the latest crop of models is not made up of “adults or even sort-of adults,” she insisted. “They are children. Point closed.”

By: Guy Trebay

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-02-14T00:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

I caught the movie

'VALENTINE'S DAY'

with Felisa ♥

The show is AWESOME.

go & watch it.

It'd make you cry,

so don't wear makeup!

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

Weird-looking actress Anne Hathaway??

2010-02-11T04:56:00.000-08:00

Anne Hathaway doesn't think she is very pretty,

but believes it is more important to be ''authentic'' than attractive.

She said:

'I think I've got really weird features.

I have very large features on a very small head.

But, you know, I'm not going to beat myself up.

It's my face. I'm not very pretty.

But that's OK because I do know that I look like myself,

and I think at the end of the day,

as nice as pretty is, authenticity is more important.'

Despite not worrying about her features,

Anne takes care to work out regularly

because she hates looking out of shape.

She told America's InStyle magazine:

'If I don't work out at all, I have too much

curve and no tone - which is not OK.

It's about finding balance.'

The 27-year-old star also spoke about

her fashion choices, insisting she always opts

for things she likes rather than

trying to make a statement.

She explained:

'I don't time anything.

I never plan an image I want to project.

It's always very much where I am right now.'

from MSN entertainment

2010-02-09T05:54:00.000-08:00

I'll be away.

For a long time.

I think.

I hope not.

Missing in mayhem with my best babes.

I'm so sorry I won't be able to meet up

with you guys as much as I want to.

I'll be busy.

Very.

Extreamly.

Busy.

But if you miss me :)

you can see what I've been up
to being Missing in mayhem.

haha.

like I'll post up what is keeping

me too busy to meet up with

my best babes.

But whatever it is

ALWAYS,

ALWAYS

REMEMBER

that I'm thinking about you.

& can't wait to see you when

I'm finaly free.

I loveee you:

Amanda Twinnie,

Abigail TBF,

Felisa Bunny,

Amelyn Sunshine,

Sam (skate-pro),

Abigail (wife),

Liselotte babe,

An Qi (titi) &

Jia Li.

xoxo;

AVRIEL♥

2010-02-03T04:00:00.000-08:00

I dedicate this song to:

FELISA BUNNY♥

Whenever you remember
By carrie-underwood

When you look back on times we had

I hope you smile

And know that through the good And through the bad

I was on your side when no body could hold us down

We claimed the brightest star

And we, We came so far

And no they won't forget

Whenever you remember times gone by

Remember how we held our heads so high

When all this world was there for us

And we believed that we could touch the sky

Whenever you remember I'll be there

Remember how we reached that dream together

Whenever you remember

When you think back on all we've done

I hope you're proud

When you look back and see how far we've come

It was our time to shine and nobody could hold us down

They thought they'd see us fall

But we, we stood so tall

And no we won't forget Whenever

you remember times gone by

Remember how we held our heads so high

When all this world was there for us

And we believed that we could touch the sky

Whenever you remember I'll be there

Remember how we reached that dream together

Whenever you remember

Yeah Ooh We claimed the brightest star

And we, we came so far

You know that we, we showed them all

And no they won't forget, yeah

Whenever you remember times gone by

Remember how we held our heads so high

When all this world was there for us

And we believed that we could touch the sky

Whenever you remember I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together

Whenever you rememberWhenever you remember

Oh, Whenever you remember

2010-02-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

FATE

Let me just start of...

After I went to Raffles Place, alone,

to get Calvin's materials...

I met my mum.

& Bumped into Robin at City Hall..

So my mum said my step dad was coming.

I WANTED to eat dinner with her & catch

up. I mean she have been complaining that

I never eat dinner with her as much as I

eat with my dad's side.

So I left first, cause she waited for my

step-dad, so anyways, when I went down,

the doors of the train closed.

So I walked towards the end a little

and than the doors open.

So I hopped on. & when I was standing

and listening to my Ipod, I thought.

Maybe I am fated to meet someone

later, I mean with the doors opening

and all that.

After buying a notebook from popular,

browsing in ART BOX, &
printing some photo, I was done

and decided to walk home,

as always.

While waiting at the traffic light,

I saw a granny,

heavy looking groceries bag.

Angel & Devil debating in my mind

weather to help the old woman.

When we crossed the road.

I decided to help the granny.

Than half way walking,

she realised that we were walking

the wrong direction.

So she couldn't remember the block

and how to get there...

After a phone call away from a stranger,

I manage to find the block.

Wanted to help her carry up to the house

but she said until the lift.

I guess she thought I'd rob her or something.

Well, walking back home, I've thought

about how it was all planned & fated.

God's plan to make it fate...

PEACE&LOVE;

AVRIEL BABBLES.

2010-01-31T05:45:00.000-08:00

Lets just say that obviously everyone

wants to shop without a care about where

the money came from or how the heck

you're gonna pay up.

I actually LOVE hand me downs,

you know the feeling of what's in the

bag? Something cute/pretty/OMG!

& clothes that are on discounts

and you have to buy now or

regret later... & of course

fight over that Georges little

bag/shoe/dress/accessories/etc...

Reality is...

Love what you have!

Don't argue like a granny!

Love it. Love it. Love it.

cause you know that stuff

happens for a reason.

SOMETIMES,
Some dreams are meant to be dreamt.

Some hopes are meant to be hope.

Some lessons are meant to be learned.

Some secrets are meant to be told.

Some hours are meant to be wasted.

Some memories are meant to be kept forever.

Some memories are meant to let go.

Some hates are meant to let go.

Some kisses are meant to give you lust.

Some hands are meant to hold.

Some hugs are meant never to let go.

Sometimes I need to grow up.

by avriel babbles

XOXO;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-28T03:06:00.000-08:00

My new

Favourite Model.

♥

Lily Cole.

If you find her familiar, maybe cause you

have seen her in Vogue :)

PEACE&LOVE;

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-26T01:56:00.000-08:00

There is only two type of people in the room,

the one that entertains & the one that observe.

I am the observer, I can't dance Hip-hop.

I joined the cca.

The first day I went, I quit when it was over.

I'm not a quieter or a useless shit.

It's just that Hip-Hop dancing is

not my cup of tea.

I'd rather watch people perform Hip-Hop

dance, than me dancing.

BUT...

I'd still take up ballet.

Maybe it's true.

I'm a Classic kinda girl.

PEACE&LOVE;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-23T23:45:00.000-08:00

Yet another busy day.

I have yet to complete 2

customer's items.

I have to meet Twinnie♥

I miss her loads!!!

XOXO;TOODLES;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-20T01:02:00.000-08:00

Basicly, I am VERY busy.

So I am busy busy busy.

I've not seen Blue (contacts) eye boy

for a long long time anymore.

Tattoos are like marriage,
it's a lifelong commitment,
it hurts like hell,
and the color fades over time.

TOODLES;♥
AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-18T05:53:00.000-08:00

Ashley Smith

Life is full of beauty.

Notice it.

Notice the bumble bee.

The small child,

and the smiling faces.

Smell the rain,

and feel the wind.

Live your life to the fullest potential,

and fight for your dreams.

~Love this quote~

TOODLES;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-17T05:40:00.000-08:00

Weekends = Work

Didn't go mass today cuz I was

lazy to get up.

Oh forgive me Lord.

Done research, done my homework.

Can't wait to go back to school tomorrow.

Excited.

Have I mentioned how much I LOVE my

course? I think no wait I did make the right

choice. Thanks to Felisa for showing me the

link about Visual Communications in TP!

Well the night is gonna to end soon.

I'm sleepy and tired!

TOODLES;XOXO

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-15T05:52:00.000-08:00

I went for N.A.F.A Open house today.

I saw the alot of things I wanted to

learn and in the future, become.

Like a Graphic Designer, A fashion Designer

(Wedding wear/ Kids wear/ Victoria's Secrets wear),

A ballerina, in which I'd have to turn back time to

learn and have that Passion when Imma kid.

In the dace school, My friends and I saw a group

of ballet students, both dude & chic.

They were practicing while performing.

it was so beautiful, I could cry.

TOODLES;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-13T01:12:00.000-08:00

0800 Hours in school to take a bus to

McPherson ITE for some talk.

After the talk I followed Jen to Expo

for the John Little sale.

Nice affordable things to buy!!

Ends this Sunday, 17 Jan 2010...

Gonna find some nice inspiration

for my homework 'Lines'.

Followed by dinner and calendar

making for my Journal-sketchbook.

TOODLES;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-12T05:32:00.000-08:00

I saw Blue (contacts)

eye Boy again!

TODAY

I learned about Lines.

I learned that 'Art' & 'Design'

is different.

I learned how to draw lines

in 50 thumbnails.

I drew lines, as told by

Miss Ellya.

Below is what I drew but it is

NOT completed.

due-date is on Friday,

14 Januaury 2010.

TOMORROW

I have to report to school at

0800 hours.

adfnsdklsdmvsk;jfdiogsdkgns

TOODLES;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-11T04:08:00.000-08:00

I SAW the blue (contacts)

eyes boy today.

haha

Bumped into:

ABIGAIL CARA

FELISA BUNNY

SUSAN CHENG

haha

I wanna start real lessons!!!

Doing my first ever homework

now, research.

TOODLES;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES

2010-01-08T05:33:00.000-08:00

JUMP; FREAK OUT &

PARTY THE WEEKEND

Friday, the last day of the week for school.

No real lessons yet.

Still late for school.

I gotta buck up in the waking up.

I wanna get G.P.A 4.0.

you know, no slacking, no shit.

I'm booked tomorrow,

Lunch-date with S.S.V.P.

Wedding event/dinner.

Stayover at Abigail's place.

It's an emergency, she says.

Lets see how the day goes and

how it's gonna end.

P.S;
I wanna know the blue (contacts) eyes boy.

HAHA

TOODLES;♥

AVRIEL BABBLES